The Girl with Ordinary Dream
Some girls have big dreams. Working in international offices, living in a big city, owning apartements, earning big money, busy collecting proves to show people their struggles and achievements.
But some girls want something else. Living in a small town, becoming a teacher or a lecturer so they can pass their knowledge to other people, working in a small clinic with some nice co-workers somewhere near her house.
When I looked around, I realized that my dreams aren't big enough. Even my biggest dream is only my childhood dream when I was in elementary school: study abroad (in England, if I could). I never really want to be a doctor in some big-international-hospitals and earn a large sum of money. Well, money buys happiness, I agree with that. But that's just not what I want. I only want to work near my family (so I can take care of my children) and pass my knowledge to some kids in university so I can have something to accompany me to the grave one day. I want to study abroad not because I need that to work in an international hospital. I just want to fulfill my childhood dreams, that's all. Then I'll pass everything that I've got from my years of study in another country to my students and my colleagues.
Is it so wrong to have such small dreams? Is it so wrong to live in a small city with ordinary job and ordinary people?
I know I can ascend my dreams and my targets of life, but honestly, it's all that I really want. I would be happy if I achieved all that with someone that I love. Someone that loves me for who I am and who I wanted to be.
My dream is ordinary. But that's what I need in my life.
But some girls want something else. Living in a small town, becoming a teacher or a lecturer so they can pass their knowledge to other people, working in a small clinic with some nice co-workers somewhere near her house.
When I looked around, I realized that my dreams aren't big enough. Even my biggest dream is only my childhood dream when I was in elementary school: study abroad (in England, if I could). I never really want to be a doctor in some big-international-hospitals and earn a large sum of money. Well, money buys happiness, I agree with that. But that's just not what I want. I only want to work near my family (so I can take care of my children) and pass my knowledge to some kids in university so I can have something to accompany me to the grave one day. I want to study abroad not because I need that to work in an international hospital. I just want to fulfill my childhood dreams, that's all. Then I'll pass everything that I've got from my years of study in another country to my students and my colleagues.
Is it so wrong to have such small dreams? Is it so wrong to live in a small city with ordinary job and ordinary people?
I know I can ascend my dreams and my targets of life, but honestly, it's all that I really want. I would be happy if I achieved all that with someone that I love. Someone that loves me for who I am and who I wanted to be.
My dream is ordinary. But that's what I need in my life.
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